Anonymous

My husband is struggling with drug and alcohol addiction. I have been praying earnestly, I attended the healing meeting last night (powerful) to lift him up, and after watching the devotional this morning, I am fasting again today. It is taking a toll on his business and our marriage as he disappears multiple times per month staying out until the following day, arriving home with dark energy (I am sensitive to spiritual energy), sleeping and still out of sorts the next day. We have been married for a year and a half and although we had many conversations about our spiritual and biblical beliefs, our past, our current struggles, and the need and desire to have an intimate relationship with the Lord, the active addiction was omitted. I was blindsided a month into the marriage so I don't fully trust him. I have been asking Jesus for His eyes to see clearly, guidance for communication and how to love, encourage, and support Jim, and for my own comfort through this. We invite Holy Spirit into most of our conversations which is a saving grace. I have been blessed with significant, life-changing healing so I believe wholeheartedly miracles are real. My testimony is strong. Jim says doesn't want to stop. He says likes his "edge" and he likes the way it makes him feel. With free agency does it matter how much we pray if he chooses this? Please pray for him and for me. I am grateful for the lesson to stay focused on the Lord in the midst of the turmoil.

Received: August 23, 2021